Pretty stressed out lately. Tons of things to do, but I just don't know how to arrange my time.

And well, all those emotions & laziness keep interrupting my time table.

Exam are just around the corner, and still there are lots of replacement class & tutorial work.

Somemore Malaysian Study which really get on my nerves. The folio & presentation!

Its only a month plus before the real AS exam.

No one knows what we're going through except those who are on the same line.

The reason am blogging because it seems to be the only place where I can express myself.

No one will even bother to sit down and hear all my complains.

And I don't know why I started to get irritated by someone. 

I mean, everything that he/she did just doesn't please me.

Well, maybe its my problem too. I just hate people keep forcing me to do stuff that I don't like.

Can I just like take a breathe? Why wanna ruin my day?

Or myself? Why do I need to be so negative?

Its been a very long time that I didn't update my blog, do I?

Actually am planning to do another new blog but I still got no idea how to do it.

So, I shall just postpone it. =]

Okay, now there's a great change in my life.

Officially no more school life for me since am studying college now.

 Yesh, parents finally decided to sent me to college because they had enough of my complains!

But, its pretty guilty for me cause am spending my dad's savings. =[

What shall I do is just study very very hard so that I won't disappointed them.

Arghhh, God bless me~

I met up with some new friends now, and am pretty happy with it.

But I still hope that I'll have a gang of superb fun friend to fill up this one year.

And I definitely hope I'll be more independent & hardworking.

Sigh, thats all. Hope everyone are doing great. =D

And sorry for the poor english. Haven't been study for months.

Hell yeah, back to study life. No more sleeping till late afternoon.

Wake up in the early morning is the one thing that I hate about school.

 Pressured came back again after two days of orientation.

All I heard about STPM is HARD!

Plus the four curriculum activities that we must take?

Hey, its my future school! Yeah, in my dream?

Although mom tempted me to go there.

But what for spend so much money since I already make the choice of going to Form6.

No doubt, college life is always been my dream.

Things will be tougher if am going there, because I'll need to leave my family, boyf & friends.

Have to live alone in KL. Although living KL used to be something I always hoped for.

But for now, am definitely not ready.

Fyi, am also not ready for Form6. Its going to be stress year ahead.

One last chance for myself. I cannot fail myself again.

Its also a bad choice for choosing Biology, but I got no other way.

The only subject am really interested. 

Grrr, stop the crap. Am going Form6!! Not going to think anymore.

So, am officially PFS Lower Six student now.

But, still waiting for school transferring. Sorry PFS, you look too scary to me. 

We all started by wearing primary dark blue school uniform.

Then, light blue & now? We finally grown up and wearing a form6 uniform.

I remember I used to imagine a teen life when I was small, 

when I saw my sister wearing a white shirt with blue skirt.

When I sit behind the car, seeing my parents guiding her to drive.

And without notice, am doing the same thing as her now.

Am I happy? I got no idea, but I know life goes on & we'll never have a chance to stop.

Its approximately 5 in the morning now. And time keep on moving.

Before we could notice, its already the month of May in 2011.

All I could say that is I would not survive through all this while

if wasn't someone keep on supporting me.

Everyone changed since the day we left schools.

We started to mix up with many different people from 

different group age, schools, family background & life.

Our mind started to think differently.

But we can't blame each other because this is a state of growing up.

I will never forget the day I decided to change school.

Everyone might say that it was a wrong decision because thats definitely not a good school.

But what I've learnt is something that you guys will never understand.

I learn lessons in life. I learn to view things from different angle.

Ya, I admit that am still not mature enough. Sometimes I'll still act like a kid. 

But if am still staying in my old school, I won't be the one who I am now.

Being bad wasn't that bad anyway, it let us know whats good in another way.

Maybe am talking craps that you all won't understand.

You'll find it out one day.

Time won't wait for anyone, save our time from being sad, emo & arguments.

Lets us party all night long & live a meaningful life that you always dream of.

Life is shorter than you thought. Who knows whether 2012 is the end of the world?

Hey, sorry for the lack of update.

I won't update that much often anymore because I will only update when am in mood of writting.

Mostly will update about my feeling & etc.

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