The Cronicles

Just Let Me Take A Break.

2011-08-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

Pretty stressed out lately. Tons of things to do, but I just don't know how to arrange my time.

And well, all those emotions & laziness keep interrupting my time table.

Exam are just around the corner, and still there are lots of replacement class & tutorial work.

Somemore Malaysian Study which really get on my nerves. The folio & presentation!

Its only a month plus before the real AS exam.

No one knows what we're going through except those who are on the same line.

The reason am blogging because it seems to be the only place where I can express myself.

No one will even bother to sit down and hear all my complains.

And I don't know why I started to get irritated by someone.

I mean, everything that he/she did just doesn't please me.

Well, maybe its my problem too. I just hate people keep forcing me to do stuff that I don't like.

Can I just like take a breathe? Why wanna ruin my day?

Or myself? Why do I need to be so negative?

Move On.

2011-06-15T12:02:00.000+08:00

Its been a very long time that I didn't update my blog, do I?

Actually am planning to do another new blog but I still got no idea how to do it.

So, I shall just postpone it. =]

Okay, now there's a great change in my life.

Officially no more school life for me since am studying college now.

Yesh, parents finally decided to sent me to college because they had enough of my complains!

But, its pretty guilty for me cause am spending my dad's savings. =[

What shall I do is just study very very hard so that I won't disappointed them.

Arghhh, God bless me~

I met up with some new friends now, and am pretty happy with it.

But I still hope that I'll have a gang of superb fun friend to fill up this one year.

And I definitely hope I'll be more independent & hardworking.

Sigh, thats all. Hope everyone are doing great. =D

And sorry for the poor english. Haven't been study for months.

Pressure is On.

2011-05-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah, back to study life. No more sleeping till late afternoon.

Wake up in the early morning is the one thing that I hate about school.

Pressured came back again after two days of orientation.

All I heard about STPM is HARD!

Plus the four curriculum activities that we must take?

Pfft, how should I arrange my time?

Everyday we have to go school until 3pm,

if there are meeting or sukan we need to stay back until god knows what time.

Then, we still need to go for tuition, homework & revision.

Definitely not enough time to cope everything.

Well, I shouldn't think too much. I have to try before giving up.

Put all my heart on my studies.

All I need to do is just focus for 1&1/2 year and thats it.

Heavens waiting for me. =D

Okay, am just trying to be optimistic during hard times.

Its still a myth for me whether I can succeed in my Form6 life.

Conflict.

2011-05-12T14:31:00.000+08:00

Hey, its my future school! Yeah, in my dream?

Although mom tempted me to go there.

But what for spend so much money since I already make the choice of going to Form6.

No doubt, college life is always been my dream.

Things will be tougher if am going there, because I'll need to leave my family, boyf & friends.

Have to live alone in KL. Although living KL used to be something I always hoped for.

Because of the shopping? LOL.

But for now, am definitely not ready.

Fyi, am also not ready for Form6. Its going to be stress year ahead.

One last chance for myself. I cannot fail myself again.

Its also a bad choice for choosing Biology, but I got no other way.

The only subject am really interested.

Grrr, stop the crap. Am going Form6!! Not going to think anymore.

Cry On My Shoulder.

2011-05-10T00:22:00.001+08:00

So, am officially PFS Lower Six student now.

But, still waiting for school transferring. Sorry PFS, you look too scary to me.

We all started by wearing primary dark blue school uniform.

Then, light blue & now? We finally grown up and wearing a form6 uniform.

I remember I used to imagine a teen life when I was small,

when I saw my sister wearing a white shirt with blue skirt.

When I sit behind the car, seeing my parents guiding her to drive.

And without notice, am doing the same thing as her now.

Am I happy? I got no idea, but I know life goes on & we'll never have a chance to stop.

Stepping back to school reminds me of form4&5 life.

How I met my gang of friend. How crazy I was when they were around.

How stupid we are when we try to be funny.

How emo we are when we talked about puppy love.

Guess this is the best day of school life.

Simple game, simple smile, but awesome friendship.

SBeng left to KL, Michelle & Hui going college, HTee & me heading MBS.

And now I finally realize how important it is to cherish every moment in life.

Pictures remain the same, but reality changes.

The happiness in that picture remains there.

But we will never know when is the next time the 5 of us can gather around like this anymore.

And my crazy classmate? Remember we used to be so cooperate in order to delay our homeworks?

Remember how we used to think different methods just to make fun of our teacher?

Yeah, it was pretty fun. Gonna miss those time.

Prom committee. Those busy days before prom night.

Everyday go out from morning till night just to settle all the details.

Keep going to Lawrence's house just to practice dance.

And argued over something? Okay, I didn't mean anything. =]

Met up with Syalya at Jammin on Sunday.

And the first thing she told me was:"Hey I miss prom, it was so nice."

We did it, Prom Night was a success for kiddo like us. =P

Maybe I'll start saying how awesome my friends were when am in Form6.

But in my heart, you guys are the best!!!♥

I believe you are the only one who will never leave me.

Lessons in Life.

2011-05-07T05:20:00.000+08:00

Its approximately 5 in the morning now. And time keep on moving.

Before we could notice, its already the month of May in 2011.

All I could say that is I would not survive through all this while

if wasn't someone keep on supporting me.

Everyone changed since the day we left schools.

We started to mix up with many different people from

different group age, schools, family background & life.

Our mind started to think differently.

But we can't blame each other because this is a state of growing up.

I will never forget the day I decided to change school.

Everyone might say that it was a wrong decision because thats definitely not a good school.

But what I've learnt is something that you guys will never understand.

I learn lessons in life. I learn to view things from different angle.

Ya, I admit that am still not mature enough. Sometimes I'll still act like a kid.

But if am still staying in my old school, I won't be the one who I am now.

Being bad wasn't that bad anyway, it let us know whats good in another way.

Maybe am talking craps that you all won't understand.

You'll find it out one day.

Time won't wait for anyone, save our time from being sad, emo & arguments.

Lets us party all night long & live a meaningful life that you always dream of.

Life is shorter than you thought. Who knows whether 2012 is the end of the world?

Starry Starry Night.

2011-05-03T13:29:00.004+08:00

If this is a pencil box, I would wanna bring this to school. =P

Hey, sorry for the lack of update.

I won't update that much often anymore because I will only update when am in mood of writting.

Mostly will update about my feeling & etc.

For outings? You can just log into my facebook
to view my pictures.

Owh well, as what I wish, Form6 is going to start real soon.

Am looking forward to it & feeling nervous at the same time.

Am going to meet new people & start new life soon.

How I wish there is someone that I knew study the same class with me. =]

And there are lots of thing I wanna buy lately.

But, concern to my money status,

I have to plan my shopping list so that I won't over spend.

Although school going to start soon. My holiday plan still haven't finished.

There are still some planning that not yet been done.

Hope everything works well in May & the rest of the year.

All the best friends, I know everyone going to move on soon.

New life, new school, new friends.

Wish we can still keep in touch.

Sing Me To Sleep.

2011-04-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

I'll do this when I have kids!

Let them take this to school & showing off to others. *haha*

Am crazy about kids lately because I saw so many cutie when am working at Jammin.

Just can't stand it when I saw them smile. So sweet & ... You can't explain it.

Besides, am so so in love with Danbo!

All their photographs catch my attention.

Owh ya, Sucker Punch's soundtrack are really awesome although the movie sucks. =P

Epecially "Sweet Dreams" &

"Asleepy"

[Sing me to sleep
I’m tired and
I want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don’t try to wake me in the morning
‘Cause I will be gone
Don’t feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Sing me to sleep
I don’t want to wake up
On my own anymore

I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go

There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be
Bye]

Such sad lyrics. But its the best song.

Will be heading Johor & Singapore tomorrow morning.

Gonna miss someone so badly.

Lol, come on? It's only 3days. Dumby~ =P

Don't think I'll have any shopping. Exchange rate too high.

So guys. Don't expect me to buy souvenirs, okay?

Random post. See you soon.

Dark Night.

2011-04-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

Am mentally tired now. My brain just can't stop thinking.

Am a loser when all things came around.

I hate myself for being such weak. Hate it when I only know how to cry when problems occur.

Hate myself for keep hoping others to take care of me.

But what happen when I need to take care of you? So lost,so clumsy.

Am full of unsecure, uncertainty. Am afraid to explore new environment.

Learn new things, meet new people.

I don't know why am I acting this way?

I don't know why lately am so afraid of so many things.

I kept forcing myself to grow up, to be tough. But am suffered.

Am stuck in no where.

Protect me from pain, will you?

千万里路

2011-04-09T01:12:00.002+08:00

人自生来，便有无穷无尽的道路要走，好比那一千里、一万里的路。

人在一生中，都逃避不了充满荆棘的道路，无论如何都得面对。

所以每个人的人生都难免有泪水。是悲哀的，也是感动的。

在气息最旺盛的那一刻，人生出现了无数次的高峰和深谷。

再怎么远，也会累。歇息之时，才感受到自己走了多远。

同时，忆想起过去留下的遗憾。

道路走完了吗？忽然间，沉重的脚步变轻了，仿佛已到了另一个地方。

It's actually from a performance that I once saw years ago.

The song were made by ChungLing student.

And its impressive, that it still stay in my memory after so long.

So, enjoy the video. Feel it, its meaningful.

Rainy Days.

2011-04-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

Sometimes am lost in the air, with no direction, with no aims.

And I made mistakes, wrong decisions.

Facing my days with regrets.

Life nowadays were kinda pretty after I decided to quit all the heavy jobs.

But seriously until now I still miss my 1st working place[Dragon9ine].

That place were just awesome with all the fun staff.

Well, except for some spoiled brats which cause me to leave.

So, now am just helping mom to do accounts & working as admin at Jammin.

Yeap, more relax jobs. Still lots of free time.

Don't forget to date me out. =P

Sometimes, you just gotta force yourself to grow up in that one second.

To face situations that you never expected.

I hate growing up. Because in my heart, am still a child.

I just can't wait to go back to school.

I know I keep repeating the same thing,

but thats the thought that keep repeating in my mind.

When you studies, you'll think of your study.

But when you're working, you'll just keep thinking of money.

And I seriously hate it when I gotta do things that I don't like just for the money. [Temptation]

Its just too lifeless & no meaning at all.

I wonder what life will be if you're not here with me.

Every moment with you is the most peaceful moment I have in life.

You shine my life like fireworks.

Actually there are some new things that I wanna try in life.

Etc: Photography, Shooting, Start some small business like selling colour contact.

But I think its hard. As for me, am a coward who afraid to try new things.

I need great courages from others.

So, any way to make myself more tough?

So glad that you're always the one who catch me when I fall.

I believe, you're the angel that God had sent for me.

Home.

2011-03-22T13:48:00.000+08:00

I wish I could change my room to the pics above.

Simple yet nice.

Or this? Only pink & white.

Am thinking of painting my whole room to white.

But it'll seem boring at the same time.

This is even nice! My fav purple colour.

Sigh. I don't think I'll get to change anything.

Just telling my plan to mom made me feel even bad.

She said that my room is way much better than the others, stop complaining.

I only wanna share to you. =[

Pardon me, am not really in mood today.

Quite bad tempered. Mood swing.

This is Life.

2011-03-21T15:27:00.000+08:00

I've been off for 4days. Wonder what would happen when I get back to work.

Well, who cares?

I enjoyed my days since last Thursday.

Went out with hubby & friends right after work.

It was a farewell party actually.

Went to Gurney for movie, steamboat for dinner & drinking session.

Next, Friday. Had a haircut in the morning.

Then last minute decided to go Egate.

HTee was the driver. So there are four of us, me, STing, HTee & CHar.

Were chilling at Secret Recipe.

Cheesecake & Ice Blended Mocha Espresso.

We were just basically listening to HTee sharing his NS story.

Headed Tesco to buy some snacks & drove to SYi's house.

Homecook spaghetti. Nice~

Michelle joined us later on.

We chat like when we're in secondary school. Talked about everything.

And I really enjoyed it. Thanks guys.

Made by Aun Wei.

Gonna stop blogging now, not really in blogging mood. =P

Hold It Against Me.

2011-03-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

Sorry for abandon my blog for a long time.

There are nothing much to blog about because my everyday routine

are still the same. No hang out! *sad*

Except for last Thursday. Went for a road trip with BoyF & friends.

Kinda enjoy it but can't stand the super hot weather.

I'll always have this feeling of envy when am reading someone's blog.

And it seems that they're enjoying their life.

They could do anything they want.

But not for me, for once I thought I could live the life I want.

But this dream dissapear like bubbles. I shall go with the reality of life.

I just gotta wait for 2 more years~ Well, its not that long after all. =D

You'll be wondering why do I keep post up all food pictures.

I just can't stop sharing with you all when I saw all this photos.

Photos that keep my heart warm. Oops, feel like having a pancake now. =P

This post is not telling you that am emo. Nope nope.

I still love my life, I have lovely people around me.

You know who you are♥

Just hoping that I can have more activities. Fyi, I hate staying at home. =P

Fucking Perfect.

2011-03-07T15:36:00.010+08:00

Date: 3 March 2011

Locations: Queens, Gurney, Dragon9 & Bed

An awesome hang out with my dear Nian.

Both of us were kinda stressed out due to our work.

So I asked her out to relax!

Went to fetch her in the afternoon & headed Queens.

Met up with her colleague for lunch [Nando's].

Can't finish the whole plate. Too full.

Shopping at Brands Outlet for almost an hour.

Bought myself a hairband, hairpin & singlet. =]

Went to walk around too. Both of us were in shopping mood.

Freaking love this dress. Love the flower printing & colour.

But too bad its a long dress, so not practical. =P

Then, we drove to Gurney for movie.

"The Rite". Its a movie about devil & christianity.

Was a true story, and the story line touched me.

By the time we're out from cinema, went shopping again. [am broke.]

Dinner at Dragon9, which was my working place.

Went there to get my pay too. Disappointed about the pay like seriously.

Black Bean Beef Hor Fun. Its tasty to me.

But not to all the customers.

Dear Nian. Put on a closer look on her finger.

Crazy girl, bought 4rings in one day.

I have three too. =D

Our couple ring.

Couple key chain too.

Busy about our own work. *haha*

Chilled at Bed after dinner.

Had a great time on girls' talk.

Mine one was on the left, Bailey's Milkshake. Nice drink.

The right one was Sunset Beauty, a fruit punch.

So thats was my lovely Thursday.

How I wish everyday was like that, just buy anything that I want.

It'll be like living in heaven. *lol*

Temptations.

2011-03-02T00:51:00.001+08:00

Cakesssss~ Omg, they're my best medicine.

I'll feel much much better after eating cakes if am in bad mood.

I don't know why lately I have good appetite, which make me worry.

I don't wanna gain weight!

The disadvantage of being a waitress is that

you will feel like eating the food when you're serving them.

End up, you'll craving for food like mad. =[

XuanXin Ramen, Gurney.

Bar-B-Q Plaza, Gurney.

TGI, Queens.

Oops, this gonna be a food post. *haah*

Some pictures of nice food that I ate lately.

So, first price goes to XuanXin.Their food were the best.

Hui's birthday just passed. And I had a great time gathering.

Especially when we're chilling at Station1. Girls just can't stop talking.

And I definitely love the environment due to the life band.

I really hope we get to hang out soon.

Light & Shadow. They're growing big now.

Do you miss them? =]

Already Gone.

2011-02-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

Well, am living a different life now.

Slept in the midnight, woke up in the afternoon.

And everyday only eat one meal or maybe two if am heading out for supper.

My routine was sleep, online & work.

Life get better when i gotta hang out with friends & boyf.

I feel like hanging out with my girls.

Had some girl time? Like gossiping, shopping & chilling at some cool place.

I miss those time where we will plan what we gonna wear,

then make up?

Human are always greedy.

We never felt satisfied with what we had.

And now I totally felt regret for losing something important in my life.

But, I remember saying,"we must lose something before we gain something."

Whats gone is gone, stop looking back & move ahead.

We're done. No more turning back.

My Valentine.

2011-02-18T15:40:00.000+08:00

So, how was my valentine? Interesting?

Pre-celebrated the day before & work on the actual valentine day.

Saw so many sweet couples which make me feel so envy. *lolx*

We argued in the morning, hang out in the afternoon

& work together at night on our valentine.

Well, its my 1st valentine in my whole life.

And I found it kinda special. =P

Lunch at Xuan Xin, Gurney.

Keep comparing their quality with our restaurant.

The conclusion, they are way much better than us.

Then, we separated for 1/2hr to search for present.

Glad that I bought something he like.

After 1/2hr, I went back to find him & surprisingly saw him standing in the middle

holding a big box!

I just can't stop laughing at him. =P Dumb dumb.

Met up with Sam & his girlf later on.

Watched "Shao Lin".

Dislike this movie. So boring.

And it ends with everyone dying. =[

End of my post. =]

I Miss You, my friends.

2011-02-17T16:56:00.001+08:00

Had a few outings with friends during CNY.

Nowadays hardly can hang out with friends like before

because everyone seems to be busy. =[

Miss those days, especially Form4.

We used to hang out every weekends.

Pictures from one of the Sunday.

Went to Queens with Michelle, HTee, SYee, Lawrence & OSun.

On that day, I had japanese food for twice. =P

We also watched "I Love Hong Kong".

Nice movie. Can't stop laughing. =]

On the next Tuesday, I last minute decided to take off.

So hang out with Hui, HTee, SBeng, Lawrence & KMing.

HTee came to fetch all of us & we saw a accident happened just infront of us!

Woots, look like they got a big ang pow on CNY. *haha*

We went to Gurney, RedBox.

Was superb fun, enjoyed my day. =]

Group picture.♥

Miss all of my friends!

Hey, when is our next outing?

I hope its soon.

Whats my future?

2011-02-08T14:06:00.001+08:00

I really feel like giving up already.

Poor me, so useless.

Suddenly miss studying. How I wish I was still in secondary school.

I miss sitting down in the class chatting with friends.

And of course, sleeping in the class.

So, for those still studying. Stop complaining!

Because the life outside school was even worse.

I wanna go studying in college! But all the fees made me headache.

Don't feel like spending so much money because am not good in earning money.

I don't want to be a burden to anyone around me.

Plus, I don't think I'll get good results to get scholarship.

And Form6? Mom said must go tuition. Gosh, I hate tuitions. =[

Someone told me that I should follow my heart & do anything I want.

But, am scared of regret.

New Year Wish?

2011-02-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

Off for 3days. Am chinese & am supposed to take a break to enjoy my CNY. =]

Ang pows, here I come. The most easier way to earn money.

Just wish Happy New Year & "woots" money coming into your pocket.

Can't wait to wear my new clothes too.

Okay, HTC Desire HD is the reason for me to worked so hard.

I don't know why but I just love HTC.

Although some people would asked me:"HTC good meh?"

I must have an aim so that i would not give up easily during hard times.

Thats what I aimed for, buying myself a smartphone.

Am a materialistic person, and yeah a nicee phone would be definitely something I needed.

New year wish.

Hope time flies, I got my phone, I stopped working

& am back to study life!

I suddenly miss studying in schools.Lame right? =P

Confused.

2011-01-29T03:02:00.001+08:00

Am working for the 1st time in my life!

Yeap, what a ~~shame~~ right?

Live for 17years & this is only the 1st time I worked.

Well actually I just started working for two days, 2 nights till 1am.

Seriously, I love the environment & all the staff since I know half of them. =P

And all those "seniors" were kinda friendly.

But god knows what will happen after we've been working for longer period.

Things might change. Hmm, am thinking the negative way.

Things were harder than what I thought.

Its my style to always think positively? I felt regret for doing so.

Never put too high hope on something, it may turn you down.

I've got many things running in my mind but I can't find those words to describe.

Neeway, its not important. Just wanna keep my blog alive.

Its almost 3am, better stop now.

Time to sleep!!! =D

Since when my blog is only full of words.

So NOT me.

Castle Walls.

2011-01-25T16:29:00.000+08:00

Currently addicted to this drink.

[Am drinking it now.Whee~]

Facial mask that I bought from TW.

Quite like it. It suites my skin. =)

Life was kinda beautiful & lifeless.

Beautiful because I love spending time with him & also his friends.

Lifeless because I got nothing to do than staying at home, watching drama

when he is not free.

And my friends? All busying about their own work.

Luckily, I found some jobs.

Got a job in nursery. Which I guess i'll be enjoying.

Also found another job as a waitress.

But am not sure whether I really got that job.

Kinda confuse. =[

So currently am still quite free.

Can still hang around & waste my own sweet time.

Keep thought of my secondary school life.

Freaking miss all those time!!! [except exam time]

Lazy Me.

2011-01-18T17:16:00.000+08:00

Blah, blah, blah.

I know I should do some cleaning, some "makeover" on my room.

Get on my feet & exercise.

But, I just can't make it.

Am LAZY. Argh, sick of myself.

I just wanna lie down & enjoy movies.

Or perhaps enjoy life by hanging out & doing nothing.

I wanna have fun! =[

The more am acting this way, the more I felt guilty.

Its like am doing the wrong things.

Just gotta tell myself, "You're only going to rest one more day & thats all."

My Immortal.

2011-01-17T14:35:00.000+08:00

Hey, am back from Taiwan. =D

Was such a great trip since Taiwan was a place that I always dream of going.

Feel great of completing one of my dream. Thanks to my mom.

She planned everything since last year.

Was a backpack traveling. Was more hectic than I ever thought.

Plus, the weather was freaking cold. Not used to it.

So, came home sick. Cheer to that! Lolx.

Anyway, am glad to came home. Home sweet home.

Felt great to sleep on my own comfortable bed.

Share some of the things that I bought.
Well, this is only some of it.
Am the one who bought the most among my family. =P

Am even lazier than before.
I know, its time to stop playing & get back to work.
Hope I'll get a job. =] Have to earn my own money.

The moment I enter M'sia. Worries just came along.
Not big worries but I just can't stop thinking about it.
Life, full of ups & downs. Yeap, guess i can handle it.

I think I should stop writing all the craps.
Will post up Taiwan's pictures in Facebook.
Stay tuned, okay? *hearts*

Because of You.

2011-01-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

Had a most peaceful countdown in 2010.

Spent my day with parents.

I suggested to go out for supper & eventually they agreed.

Went to Paparich in Egate.

Lucky table 11.

Our food & drinks. Not that like it.

The blogger.

My lovely parents. I damn love them. *hugs*

Both of them keep texting while am just sitting down at the side watching them.

How lonely am I. =P

Well, let us hope that 2011 will be a great year.

Once in A Life Time.

2011-01-01T11:19:00.001+08:00

As what I mention in previous post.

Senior Prom had over & you can see all those pictures posted on facebook.

Can't deny that its was a awesome night.

Well, am not going to post up the event during prom

but i'll post up things after prom.

Haha! This is what we called "sam pat". =P

Vained in the toilet after everything are over because before that we're too busy.

Keep rush here & there.

We'll keep this for memories. =]

5 of us stay over in Gurney Hotel.

As a celebration that we've complete our prom?

Went to Coffee Island for supper.

Were starving because we don't even have time to eat dinner.

Sat there online till 3 something.

Was tagging photos.

My steam face. *lolx*

Went back to hotel after that.

Waited everyone to bath & played some poker cards.

Later on, HTee went hyper & we keep fooling around.

But, after awhile YHui, Lawrence & Htee fall asleep.

Since there are insuficient sleeping place, I decided not to sleep & watch movie.

Around 7am, everyone woke up & we packed up our things.

Had breakfast in McD & take a stroll at Gurney Drive before went home.

A day to remember. =]

One in A Million.

2011-01-01T10:43:00.002+08:00

Date : 18 December 2010

Venue : Auto City

Joined Michelle's family to Auto City.

The main purpose we're there.

Our new pets. Light & Shadow.

Love them. Their way too cute. *hugs*

Me & Friends. I look retarded. *lolx*

Me & my girls♥

Sorry, this is only a very short post.

Kinda lazy to elaborate more.

View Hean Tee & Michelle's blog for more details. *hah*

Date : 24 December 2010

Venue : Auto City[again]

Christmas Countdown.

Went there with BoyF & friends.

It's my first time countdown at there.

Well, actually nothing much. Just that there are plenty of pretty girls. *woots*

Me & fatty. =P

Monkey Jian & his girlfriend.

Sorry, I don't know how to spell his real name.

3, 2, 1. Merry Christmas!!! xP

Fireworks. Pretty~

My friends.

Supper at Hong Kie again.

My only christmas present. From BoyF.

6 chocolates, 99 stars & a ring. *sweeeet*

I looove it, thanks darling. =]

♥

Make A Wish.

2011-01-01T10:00:00.000+08:00

Hey! Its 1/1/11. Let's make a wish. =]

Okay, I just wanna faster update all the outings in 2010.

Better don't delay anymore.

Date : One of the day? *forgotten*

Venue : BJ, Gurney, Northam Beach & Esplanade

So, me, YHui & HTee went to Kamdar in BJ to buy prom's stuff.

Visited SChing at her working place.

After having lunch, we headed Gurney because everyone miss Redbox!

HTee's favourite song. =.=

Our drinks.

YHui & HTee.

Me & YHui.

Me & HTee.

After Redbox, YHui dropped me & HTee at my place.

We switch car & went to fetch YHui again.

Dinner at Northam Beach.

Went to Esplanande for our desserts. *yums*

That day's dinner cost us alot. *lol*

Anyway, once in a lifetime? =]

Exhausted.

2010-12-30T15:12:00.001+08:00

Just in a blink of eye, Prom Night had over.

I got a feeling of "What a release".

Because we were living a hectic life for the past few weeks.

Was busying settle Prom's things.

Keep left home early in the morning & went back late at night.

Just bath then sleep. Doesn't it seem like we're living in a hotel?

Thats explain why my blog seem so dead. Even my facebook is so dead.

But, things will get better after all.

Well, I did "curi tulang" & escape from the pressure. =P

Went to BoyF's hometown for a few days. To celebrate his birthday.

Treat it as a vacation. And I do enjoy the trip.

Popo & his GirlF.

Me & Him!

Oops, there's another trip waiting for me! Can't wait it. Bwahahah~

It's been a long time that I didn't write craps in my blog. =]

No Promises.

2010-12-22T16:43:00.001+08:00

Date: 16 December [Thursday]

Venue : Law's house & Queens

Almost whole day stay at Law's place.

Was practicing the opening performance for prom night.

They last minute decided to attend CWei's birthday party.

So, mom came to fetch all of us back to my house.

After am done bathing, we stopped by KMing's & HTee's house.

At Htee's house. Was discussing about dance move. =]

Snap, snap, snap. Some pictures infront of the waterfall.

The boys practicing breakdance.

Headed Queens around 8pm.

Bought some food at the road side to kill our hunger.

We went to the FOC candy shop again because HTee insisted! =.=

Dinner at Old Town.

Our drinks. Mine is "Honey Lemon". =]

Camera shy. *haha*

Me & friends.

While waiting for the boys to try out clothes & choosing present for CWei.

When YHui reached, we're ready to go for the birthday party.

But, one wrong turn forced us to go home.

So, I dropped everyone back & reached home around 11pm.

Well, was a tired day.

Down.

2010-12-22T16:02:00.000+08:00

Am in a bad mood again.

Reason 1# Its raining.

Reason 2# I kept thinking about those people who don't know how to tolerate with others.

One word, they're just selfish.

Reason 3# Prom night is getting near & there are many things need to be done.

Fine, I don't wanna think about it anymore.

Maybe I'll feel better after blogging?

Date: 15 December [Wednesday]

Venue : 1st Avenue & Prangin

That day was my last day of Spm.

So, I joined Htee, YHui, SChing, STing, CHar, GShiang & YHong out.

They're were searching for prom dress when I reached.

Then, we went for tea time.

Next stop, 1st Avenue.

Spend some time at the arcade.

Games at there were fun. Especially the magic box.

End of the day.

"Can you believe it? Spm is finally over."

Lover's Bridge.

2010-12-21T05:01:00.000+08:00

Date: 12 December [Sunday]

Venue: Dewan Sri & Auto-City

Went to 1st Avenue for the first time. With parents.

Then, dad dropped me at DS. Whoots, been a long time I didn't went there.

Met up with HE friends.

Watched Hua Yue concert performed by 义演华乐团.

Me & my darling. Hey, thanks for the present.
Love it.

Later at night, went to Auto-City with BoyF.
Buffet at Tao. BoyF's promise to me.

So many car.

The surrounding.

Sat at outdoor because inside was fully booked.

See, see. Act cute again. *haha*

Sorry for the bad picture quality.

Insufficient light.

The last 3 dish.

Already very full by that time. Kept forcing ourself to eat. *suffering*

Took a walk at lover bridge after dinner.

He even play "shooting game" at the fun fair.

Followed him to Lava after came back from Auto City.

Had a great night that day.

Thanks, my love♥

Only Girl in The World.

2010-12-21T04:13:00.000+08:00

It's around 4am right now. And am still awake!

Well, I spend the whole day at Law's place.

Came home around 6pm & straight sleep till 2am. Can't blame me, I had a headache.

Thats why am blogging. To kill my time & also keep my blog alive.

My big baby is sleeping. *shh~*

He accompany me just now. Miss him alot.

Count down: 4days.

Date: 11 December [Saturday]

Venue: Gurney & Queens

Went out with Boyf & his friends.

Had Sakae as lunch. Japanese food are always our favourite.

Chawan Mushi.

The "must call" dish for me.

BoyF's bento. Very nice except for the salmon.

Then, we dropped his friend at jetty & headed Queens.

Was damn packed. =[

We went to walk around & had dessert.

Yums~ Dessert are love. =D

"Mango Ice".

Oops!

He & his funny face again.*lolx*

Saw what I wear? He keep saying me that I look like a pregnant woman.

Sad much. But, I just like my dress. It's purple! =P

Watched "Lelio Popo".

This movie is awesome. Its funny & touching.

Never thought local production would be that nice.

End of the day.

More to come, stay tuned!

I Miss You.

2010-12-17T22:11:00.001+08:00

I really really miss him.

I seriously blamed myself that I can't even by his side when he needed me.

Can't even cheer him up when he is down.

Wish to do something but just don't know what to do.

Just wish that I could hug him now.

Fly Like a G6.

2010-12-17T13:41:00.002+08:00

Date: 9 December
Venue: Queens & Gurney

Love that day's shirt.

Went shopping with mom at Queens.

Soya Milk. Nice~ Am loving it.

Many shops were on offer.
Omg, I wish I'll have more money to get clothes that I like.
Well, bought some things too.

Later at night, I hang out with

Htee, SChing, STing, YHong & YKen.

Group picture. Watched Narnia.

The movie is kinda lengthy but quite nice.

After movie, we went for supper.

He was paying money. Thanks for the treat!

The crowds. Its already 12+ by that time.
But there are still lots of people sitting down having their supper.

And so do us.

Everyone used their phone's torch light to allow me took picture. *lol*

Food taste yummy, but nah~

Don't eat too much, bad for health. [Too oily]

Mobile Update.

2010-12-17T12:33:00.003+08:00

Whee~ Spm finally over now.

Can't believe that time flies so fast.

Its like one minute before we're damn nervous about Spm,

and now its officially came to an end. =]

Well, just update some of the photos from my cellphone.

Don't wanna my blog to be dead.

Photos were taken during exam week.

Pumpkin soup.

Maggie Mee.

Healthy vs Unhealty.

Chachos! My "besties" during study time.

BoyF's crafting. Cute apple right? =P

I spend the whole day studying at his place

together with all his friends too.

McD. Also the one who accompany me through the exam week. *lol*

Love the Supreme Chicken Burger.

The warmest jacket. *hah*

Michelle say this picture don't look like me? o.o

Was studying in McD with BoyF on one of the night before exam.

Believe me. This cup of coffee can make you feel like you're in heaven

when you're superb cold.

The view from my house in the early morning.

Study group in McD.

Went to Pc Expo & night market with friends.

Bought lots of food.

More to come.

Going to update about outings after Spm.

Perfect Nightmare.

2010-11-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

Will be back after SPM.

There are lots to be update!

Happy Birthday, Michelle.

2010-10-30T10:47:00.001+08:00

Mic's birthday celebration on Thursday.

Location : Queensbay

Time : 12.30pm till 7.00pm

Outfit of the day. Looked fat.

Me & Htee were the 1st one to arrive.

So, we went to walk around & ordered a cup of

Each a Cup! Mango Milk Tea.

Tasted weird in the beginning but turn out great at the end.

Later on, went to meet up with Mic then Hui.

Lunch at "Bak Kut Teh"

So sad that the quality of the food had turn bad.

I still remember the 1st time I ate it, it was so yummy. =[

Next, movie of the day?

"Child's Eye"

Struggled for a long time to decide whether we really wanna watch it.

Because I never thought it'll be in 3D.

I keep closed my eyes with my own hoodie. =P

Us in 3D glasses. =]

Took picture at the outdoor roundabout after the movie.

Was having a bad hair day. =P

With Lawrence.

With Hui.

With Htee.

Me & my girls.

Giving our Bday girl a big hug!

Aww~ Such a sweet couple.

Us pointing at Law, Law pointing at JSen & JSen pointing at Htee. *lolx*

JSen's friends.

Last but not least, a group picture before the end of day.

A big thank you to the pretty girl that helped us to took the photo.

Cherish every moment with you all, my friends.

STEP2.

2010-10-29T21:47:00.001+08:00

Stand Through Every Phase 2gether.

♥

Mom asked me just now, "This friendship still exist? I thought its already broken?"

No, friendship never end.

We would never forget each other.

We will always remember those happy moment that we've been through.

Although 5 of us will not met each other that often anymore after school ends.

But, still we'll always remember STEP2, this is a group.

Am sorry.

2010-10-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

shes been there:

when i cry, when i get heart broken, when i laugh,

whenever theres been rough times, when am mad, when am happy, when am jealous,

when am crazy, when am down, when am sad, when am pretty, when am ugly,

basically shes been through everything with me, & thats a girl i call:

my best friend ♥

♥

Am sorry that I didn't show up the way you want.

Am sorry that I had let you down.

Am sorry that I choose to pretend nothing happen

because I thought this is the best way for us.

But, am really sorry to say that I really can't stand it anymore.

I feel pain whenever I saw there's a gap between us.

We were once closed like sisters.

Am sorry that am the one who changed everything.

What should I do to gain forgiveness from you?

What should I do to restore back our relationship?

I wish I'll be brave enough to talk to you face-to-face.

But after so long, am only able to tell you my feeling through words.

I've cried not because I wanna gain attention from someone.

I cried because I truly care about this relationship.

I cried because I cherish every moment being with you.

I know I don't have the rights to ask you to tolerate with me,

to understand me.

But, I wish you could.

Its a Promise.

2010-10-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

When you feel alone,

Just look at the spaces between your fingers

And remember thats where mine fit perfectly.

♥

I admit that am not perfect, maybe not the girl that you dream of.

When you need help, maybe am not the one who can help you out.

When you're down, I know I can't make you smile.

But, am willing to be your listener.

Always stay by your side & be with you.

I will always remember our promise.

No matter how hard it is, I'll still willing to take your hand & finish the journey together.

Although there are no forever in my world, I'll still keep this promise until the end.

Its Beautiful.

2010-10-29T19:53:00.000+08:00

Just realize it's been a long time that I didn't update my blog.

Time flies so fast that it's already near the end of October.

SPM is really near.

But, I never stop having fun. =P

Skipped school on one of the Wednesday & had study group in McD.

Add Maths was that day's subject.

As usual, we do waste some time on internet & chatting.

Can't stand keep working on books only.

Htee was blogging at that time. I guess.

Went to Queens with BoyF on that night.

And had Azuma for dinner! =]

Whee~ My favourite "Cawan Mushi".

Ignore me please. Am ugly.

But whateva because its our only picture on that night.

We watched "Sammy Adventure 3D".

I don't know why I love this movie alot.

Turtles are just too cute! *hearts*

Webcam with BoyF on Saturday.

Thanks to him if not I'll definitely bored to death.

Stayed at home for almost the whole day.

♥ him much.

I just can't stop laughing infront of him.

He's my clown, bring joy into my life. =P

Went to meet up with Htee & Shui at KFC on that night.

Just went there to chit chat with them for awhile.

Had fun talking jokes together. =]

Thats all for today. More to come!

Stay tuned. =D

Betrayal.

2010-10-22T17:04:00.000+08:00

Face the reality in life,

people won't treat you back the way you treat them.

Everyone in this world are ~~betrayal~~.

So, don't put high hope on someone.

Because some day they'll break your heart into pieces.

And by that time, you'll feel regretted for trusting someone.

But, sometimes in life. We gotta ignore reality.
We gotta think things in a positive way.
Some people are meant to bring happiness into your life.
Maybe one day, he/she will hurt you.
And all you just gotta do is to remember
the happy moment that he/she had left for you.

Stand Up.

2010-10-21T14:55:00.001+08:00

Well, continue to look down on me.

I won't feel ~~sad~~ anymore.

Because I admit the fact that

am not as good as what you think [perhaps as what I think]

But, I will fight. Fight to prove that I will changed.

To someone that is better.

~~Nothing~~ can break me down.

I am just a girl who want to live a simple & happy life.

God, please answer my prayer.

Life.

2010-10-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

Note to myself :

Just take a deep breath & everything are going to be fine.

Deal with the pressure & don't let it beat you down.

This is life, full of hard times.

So, don't be afraid & walk through it.

You're not alone in this road, there are people that love you

giving you support.

You will feel the beauty of victory after the war.

KL Trip.

2010-10-16T23:47:00.001+08:00

Last minute decided to follow my family to KL on the 8th of October.

We stopped at Rawang for our very 1st meal.

Was supposed to try out the "African Fish" recommended by Ah Xian.

But, we end up finding the wrong place.

The food are not bad but too salty.

This drink taste nice! Chrisantinum tea with "cincau".

We stay in Berjaya Time Square.

We're so lucky that a gang of MCA people stay there

& eventually all the hotel room were full.

So, they upgraded us to a family suite!

The rooms are beautiful.

Me & my sis. Do we look alike? =]

My lovely dad & mom.

We went down to shop in Time Square for awhile.

And my phone got stolen in one of the shop!

Damn it! Do you know I can't live without a phone???

Dad brought me to report sim card stolen & get back my number. =[

We went back to hotel early that night.

I spend my night watching disney channel. *haha*

Day2

Went to Serdang early in the morning.

Had a family photo shoot at Sis's friend's studio.

Then, we headed to Damansara Utama.

Ikea's food court. It was so crowded.

I would never miss this whenever I visited Ikea.

And my parents will always have a cup of coffee at there. =]

Had dinner in One Utama.

Dad was trying to take a picture with the potato salad. *lolx*

My "Ebi Don".

Ugly? Yaya, I know that. = =

Day3

Family woke up early in the morning & start taking pictures with sis's mortar board.

Was having fun fooling around.

Was just hanging around in Bk. Bintang on that day.

Bought a favourite bag & am happy enough. =D

Day4

It's a big day! Sister's convocation.

The main purpose we came to KL.

It was sister on the screen.

Had a strange feeling when watching them trowing away the "hat".

I wonder when is my turn to do so.

Shall end my post with this picture.

Congratulation my dear sis, you've finally ended the suffering of studies. =]

Things Changed.

2010-10-15T19:25:00.000+08:00

Life is about

trusting your feelings & taking chances

loosing & finding happiness, appreciating

the memories & learning from the past and

realizing people always change.

Inspiration.

2010-10-07T15:46:00.001+08:00

Time will tell us everything.

Time will bring away all the pain & left us with happiness.

One day, I'll know where I belong to.

Be With You.

2010-10-04T13:04:00.004+08:00

Went to KDU [BoyF's school] to have dinner.

To support BoyF's seniors.

Then, we went to Gurney again.

At 1st, we want to watch "Devil".
But the ticket was selling fast & we didn't manage to watch it.

"Hubby, wait for me. I will accompany you to watch it." =]

So, we went to meet up with Hui & Htee in Redbox.

The 1st time visiting the new one. Pretty~

They're singing "First Kiss".

I hate this song. =.=

BoyF didn't sing, so he took this picture. *hahax*

I still think BoyF look nicer in specs. =P

Okay, its been a long time that we didn't sing.

So it was fun! ♥♥

Dear hubby, I can't promise you that I would make you smile when you're not in mood.

But, I can be your good listener.

I wish I would always be the one to be with you when you needed someone.

Find Your Love.

2010-10-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

Went to Kwang Hwa's food fair with Htee, Michelle & BoyF.

The school. Never thought a primary school would be that big.

The crowds are scary. And it's so hot that I seem like bathing, keep sweating.

*hahax* Am so happy when I get this bowl of nice & coldzy ice kacang.

Felt super comfortable after eating it. Cool me down.

Mash potato! The best food I had in the food fair. =P

This little kid is so happy when he succeeded catching 3 little fish. =]

After all the fun, Mic went back & BoyF fetched Htee home.

Then, he drop me at my house for awhile to took a bathe.

We headed to Gurney.

Had lunch in Secret Recipe.

Mine is Yogurt Cheese. Omg, I love it so much.

Oops, got catch in stole-ing BoyF's cake.

You can't blame me, I can't stand the temptation of desserts.

They're my best friend. =]

Tom Yam. This taste nice too, spicy~

"Hmm, lets see what we have inside here."

"Oooo, baby lobster."

"Don't wait anymore, let's dig in!" xD

Bracelets that we made for each other.♥

Next, movie marathon! Nah, not really, only 2 movies. =]

"Legend of the Fist"

No comments. But, Donnie Yen. you're my idol!!!

"Wall Street".

A good movie telling you about share markets?

But sadly, I can't understand any single thing. =P

Coffee Bean in intermediate. I mean before watching "Wall Street".

Our specs.

Was playing with camera's self timer. =]

Snap snap snap. Our memories.♥

Had supper before home.

Its been a long time that I didn't hang out with BoyF for the whole day.

So, I really enjoyed it. =D

Stick with You♥

2010-10-02T14:15:00.001+08:00

Whee~ Finally finished updating all the pending post.

And I've also change the blog layout because BoyF keep saying he dislike the "Broken" blog.

Well, this is just a simple blog without any fancy thing. =]

Owh ya, I've straighten my hair, can't stand my messy hair anymore.

Fyi, I hate lala's but now am officially one of them! *pfft*

My fridge are so short! The hairstylist misunderstand what I want. ='[

Urghh, I look ugly~

Fine, just change my style for awhile. Can't wait for my hair to grow long.

♥

Hubby, hope you're looking at my blog.
There is a present that I wanna hand it to you.
It's the song below.
Notice the lyrics, its the sound of my heart, the words that I wanna say to you.

♥

Mooncake Festival.

2010-09-22T15:00:00.018+08:00

It's mid autumn festival.

Homemade jelly mooncake. Look nice? =]

Me & hubby celebrated this festival together. So, he bought this 2 mooncake.

We're going to celebrate all the festivals together.

Thats all a promise. ♥

Sweet Birthday.

2010-09-20T12:46:00.082+08:00

The best birthday among 17years. Thanks to BoyF, YHui, HTee & my mom!

At 1st I thought, owh well am alone on my birthday since we're having trials.

But, BoyF date me out for a dinner. =]

Venue : Old Town

Like normal, we "makan",online & watched video.

Then, out of sudden Hui & Tee pop out from no where.

Well, its big surprise to me. =]

My 3rd birthday cake.

Htee was telling me how he plans this surprise.
Surprisingly, my mom got involved. *lolx*

Making wishes, they said am greedy because I wish for a long time. =P

Cut my beloved cake.

Luckily I didn't "kena" anything, not like Htee's birthday.*haha*

See! All can't wait to eat the cake.

I wonder her face stated is the cake nice or not. hmm~

Accidentally bumped into Jeff & his brother which are sitting just next to us.

Shall end my post with me&boyf's picture.♥

I Like It.

2010-09-19T17:56:00.006+08:00

Was happy that BoyF helped me to celebrate my birthday.

I pre-celebrate my birthday on 19September

because am unlucky for having trials on the 20th.

My favourite shirt. =]

The poor guy over slept again in that morning.

So, he rushed all the way from his hometown to Penang.

We went to "Hao Hao" restaurant for lunch.

Next, went to his house & wait for his friend.

As usual, Gurney!

We just shopped around & had Sakae.

Hubby♥

I was playing with his camera & suddenly a waitress apear

and told me about camera things, which make me & boyf stunned. =P

My 2nd birthday cake. =]

If am not mistaken, its known as candle sushi.

At 1st we thought that we could really light it up as shown in the picture.

But, it turn out kinda disappointing.

Still we manage to light it up for just a very short time.

Then, very sadly my camera was out of battery.

How could I forget to charge the day before~ *ish*

Luckly, boyf brought his camera.

After Gurney was Sunset.

The beach was so full of people.

Thanks to Mois for being our photograper.

Pictures are on Facebook. =]

Was such a nice day~ Love you, hubby.

Happy Family.

2010-09-16T17:32:00.062+08:00

Celebrated dad & mine's birthday together.

Every year its the same because mine & dad only different of 4days. =]

My 1st birthday cake in '10.

Mom wake me up early in the morning just for the cutting cake ceremony.

See, I was still in the pyjamas & with that "steam" face.

Next, we headed out for lunch.

Went to "Harvest In". A place to eat western food.

The surrounding was comfortable & clean.

Look at the crowds.

Most importantly, the food was yummy-licious! =]

I've ordered "Honey oat Chicken".

But am not that into it because its too dry.

Sister got so addicted with the "Ipod Touch". *lolx*

I went out with hubby & his friend on that day after finish lunch with family.

Well, sometimes I do enjoyed spending time with family.

People who know them will know how funny they are when they're in good mood.

Thanks mom for the treat~

13September2010

2010-09-16T16:31:00.001+08:00

Went out with friends on the last day of holidays. [Monday]

The driver of the day. =]

It's the 1st time she fetched us.

1st stop was Queens. Took some pictures because we hardly can hang out with Mic.

Showing off all our gadgets-Camera!

Girls can never live without it.

Me & my girls♥

Later on, we met up with Domokun & his friends.

Watched "Piranha"

Horrible & not that nice.

But, I love their pool party.

How great if Penang had this kind of party, it would be fun!

We had lunch at Food Market again. Queens had no nice food to eat.

Then, we went for girls' shopping which make us kinda dizzy.

Keep walking up & down. =P

Mic went home around 5pm & Hui fetched Htee to tuition.

While waiting for Htee, we went to Subaidah to have our tea-time.

Gurney was the 2nd stop. =]

Just went there to try out the clinic cafe.

The surroundings. Nothing special about it.

Its unlike the one in Taiwan.

The food don't taste bad but I don't really like it.

And the drinks are terrible.

She is the pretty nurse. *lolx*

Am falling asleep because...

everyone are busy-ing msging.

Am bored! =[

Hmm~Almost everyone wear the same kind of sport shoes,right?

Time to pay the bill & home-sweet-home.

I don't feel like going here for the 2nd time.

Well, that day was really a great day although its tiring.

It's been a long time that friends didn't hang out like this.

And it felt so nice to saw a pair of sweet & cute couple.=D

Two Souls Stay as One.

2010-09-12T18:26:00.008+08:00

A date with Boyf on Saturday.
This date seems to more precious because:

we already didn't met each other for 3days!
he got stuck on the Penang bridge for more that 1hour. Thanks to the burning power cable.

The poor guy was way too bored and folded

two hearts from 1dollar note.
Saw the other one with a diamond shape at the center?
Yuppie, thats his special way of folding.

Went to Queens, i know many of my friends went there and my parents too.
But, I didn't saw anyone of them, only Irene & Sharon. =]
We went for dinner at food court near skating ring.

His mouth is so big. =P

Met up with his friend & shopped for awhile.
Was searching presents for each other, but what can we buy from Queens?
Made a little promise: Exchange presents on the next date! ♥

Watched "Resident Evil".

Kinda like this movie, but there are so many part that I got shock!
Alice is so hot! Love her~

Pictures taken in the cinema. ♥

He fetch me home later & went to join his gang at teacher's house.
What surprised me is that his teacher live two floor above my house. *lolx*
Its a nice day. Am always happy whenever am with you.
I'm going to miss you! =[

Cupcakes.

2010-09-11T14:32:00.002+08:00

Just discovered this link from Htee's blog.

Check it out!
http://cupcakes4you.blogspot.com

Those cup cakes are just adorable ♥
But, I wonder how does it taste like.

Love the Way You Lie.

2010-09-11T00:45:00.012+08:00

Its been 22 days that me & him♥ being together.
Well, I know its only a short time. But, I appreciate every moment with him.
Because we never know when does this relationship will be broken.

These are all the movies that we watched together.

Both of us love this movie alot.
Guess everyone likes it too. =]

Dislike!!!

We just can't stop laughing. =D

Some pictures as a memory~

4th September. Joined his buddy on that day.
He is taking couple shoot.

7th September. Dinner at Kim Garry.
A very lovely day, all I remembered was I laugh
throughout the whole dinner.
Credits to fatty♥

Webcam-ing with him.
Secretly took this picture when he is drawing.

Edited by Mars Yong.
I love it so much, thanks hubby.

Its not like I wanna show off or anything.

Just wanna write it down so that one day I could read this back.
And stupidly smile in front of the computer. =]

Just the Way You Are.

2010-09-10T23:30:00.001+08:00

Had pampered myself for two days.
Well, what I mean is I didn't study at all, just went for tuitions & did some add math.
Fyi, trials are really really near. =[

Some updates about my holidays.
Yesterday, I went for a facial at Herbal Line.
It's really worthwhile to try it since the 1st trial only cost Rm28.
I love their service & the environment. Its really relaxing.

Went to have a hair cut today at "Hair Story" which used to name as "Hydro".

No difference, just cut my fringe shorter.

A small small picture of hubby after getting a hair cut too.

He sent this to me since we're at different place.

1st uploading his picture in my blog. *teehee*

Next, headed to my favourite Koay teow Th'ng stall for lunch.

Fishball!!! Yum yum~

The drinks are just great.

I love mine alot because it taste nice & look good at the same time.

Headed to Prangin for awhile to buy nose cleansing strip.
And I helped my dad to put on! *haha*

Soya Bean Bun+Ham+Cheese = Dinner

Had this before I went for tuition.

So happy to see Hui!! Its been a week that we didn't met each other. *lol*

And now I miss my Mrs.Domokun . =P
Thats all~ I enjoyed my day♥

Already Gone.

2010-08-28T12:51:00.005+08:00

Just gotta say that 10-16August are the best week I ever had in life!
I love spending my time with friends. Because its always full of fun & laughter.
Besides, I learn to be independent in that week, gotta do house chore that I always didn't do.
Co-operate with Hui to cook, in order to feel our stomach.

The 1st food we cooked!

Do you know how we spend our last day together?
At 1st, things doesn't went well because of some problems.
But later on things became fun again.
Went to Padang to eat "lok-lok* & Mars came to joined us.
Next, went home to get ready & off to Gurney.
Yes, I know we've been there for the 3rd time, but what to do?
Penang only have this 2 malls!!! Getting boring with it~
Watched "The Sorcerer's Apprentice".

Nice movie. But, I nearly fall asleep
at some part because I was too tired. xP
This movie make me fall in love with the song,
"Secrets".

Next, had shisha at Alan & chit-chatting in McD.
Guess what? We stay in McD for the whole night!
Went home in the morning & straight off to school after getting ready.
Slept in the school for almost whole day. Lucky thing was we've changed classroom,
was studying in the lad, which is a nicer place to sleep. *hah!*

WooHoo~ Finally finish updating my whole week.
I know the whole post is messy because I was kinda blurred for all the things that I gotta upload.
Anyway, thanks for reading my boring blog. =P
Kindly leave a comment at my tagboard. *Thanks*

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Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone
Too often we're too stubborn to say, "Sorry, I was wrong."
Too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts
And we let the most foolish things tear us apart.

"Can a word sorry wipe off the wrong that I've done?"
"You know you mean everything to me."

"You know I care about you guys more than anything else."

♥

Chocolate Days.

2010-08-28T00:40:00.013+08:00

13August[White Chocolate]
Counted as a bad day because it is raining heavily after our tuition.
PLUS we're starving by that time because at 1st we planned to eat at the night market.
But, after this things were kinda fun.
HTee came to join us for a movie night.
And we've ordered Domino [again].
Pity that fellow who deliver the pizza for us.
He is soaking wet too~

Nice shot from HTee.

Watched "Maid of Honor" & "Dead or Alive". =]

We're kinda sleepy by that time. =P

14August[Chocolates]
Woke up early in the morning & went to the market with Hui.
Yuppie, went to buy some ingredient for cooking.
And also "tapao" breakfast!

He is waiting to eat~

After this, we get ready to have our outing.

Ist stop was One-Stop.
Why One-Stop? To buy Dvds & Tee's shirt. =]
Then, we walked to Gurney.
Lunch at "Xuan Xin Ramen Kitchen". Me & Hui's favourite eating place.

After lunch, we spend some time in registering some RedBox thingy.
Then, shopping in FOS. Didn't get to buy the singlet I want because it's out of size!
Wanted it since some time ago but too bad. At the end, Hui bought it. *lolx*
We have to went home early because Tee had tuition.
Cooked dinner! Spaghetti~

We had movie night again after dinner.
The movies were "Dear John" & "WooHoo".
High expectation on "Dear John" but it turn out so-so.
3 of us was like "thats it?" when we saw the ending.
We're hoping someone died or what-so-ever so that we can cry like big babies. =P

15 August [Dark Chocolate]
Wake up kinda early too, was planning to have dim-sum with Ah Heng.
But the plan got screwed up because Hui's bike broke down.

Was waiting for the foremen to fix the bike.

So, we changed our plan & had Kfc as our lunch.

All our helmets. =]

The whole shop is full of our laughter.
Credits to Heng because he keep making jokes.

Look at the way Ah Heng pose.
Cute, kan? *haha*

Get on to our bike & off to Queens~

Met up with Lawrence at basketball court when we're on our way back.
We cooked again at that night =] but i don't know where the pictures had gone.
Hui fetch Tee back home after dinner.
But to me & Hui, the night still young!
So, we went out again to Gurney & watched

Nice movie! Romantic indeed.
Love the way they mix Chinese Orchestra in it.
And all the songs were a blast!

We went ronda after the movie.
Planned to go e-gate to have supper but it had close when we reach there.

Well, thats all for my chocolate days.
I really miss those days, had so much fun with my besties.♥

Do you ever notice?

2010-08-27T22:40:00.022+08:00

Whee~The 100th post! =]
Finally got the time to blog now, since I need some time on those pictures.

Well, remember my previous post about those "events"?
Its like two weeks ago when my parents went overseas.
So I got the total freedom to do everything I want! Invited Hui to stay over at my place.

10August
Went to Queens with Hui & Tee.
Tee was the driver, we're the lucky one to be the his 1st passenger.

Went to the FunFair.

Was playing a game which reminds me of "Genting".
And we got the cheap present on the right!
In fact, we got two of it.

We even had a ride & its super scary.
I seriously advice everyone not to have a ride in the Funfair
Because its really unsafe!

11August
Headed to Coffee Island with Hui & Mars.

I love that day's make up. =]
We went home around 2am. *lolx*
I enjoyed the part where me & Hui sitting at the pool side to have some talk.

12August
A tough day. Me, Hui & Tee walk back to my house after schools.
And the weather on that day was terrible, super SUNNY.
Ordered Domino to reward ourself. =]

True Friends.

2010-08-22T12:49:00.008+08:00

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes themselves at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can't remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you

Its the day that I met you guys which make me know what best friends are all about.
Am a person who dislike to share whats inside me with anyone.
I rather feeling hurt & suffering inside than letting it out.
But after the day you become my best friends,
I pour out every single thing to you.
You're the one whom I never get boring with.
Its you who make my life change.
To be a somebody thats not wearing mask, but a true me.
A one-year plus friendship seems like we've know each other for decades.
I always feel comfortable with you guys.

But please forgive me.
There were still times that am the old me.
There were still times that am unable to say out whats in my thoughts.
I still need some time on my own. But do believe me, one day I will still tell you all my secrets.
Like somebody said:"Even best friends have a gap between them."
Forgive me for being selfish. Please forgive me~
I swear I never wanted to hurt my own true friends.
Guys, you mean everything to me. Especially you, my dear.

New Chapter.

2010-08-18T23:15:00.001+08:00

Will update "events" on the past seven days soon.
I really had a great time with YHui, HTee, MarsY & Ah Heng.
Especially darling Hui, this girl spend 24hours with me.
Aww, such a great memories. Its like we're in college life now. *lol*

Well, every good things will come to an end.
Its time to stop having fun & get some kick start, STUDY!
Even those who were lazy already started to study. Man, thanks for making me feel guilty.
But am still not in the study mood, can anyone teach me what to do? =P

Just find out that someone may be moving out from this place filled with "our" memories soon.
I just think too much, that person don't even give a damn on our memories.
Still not sure its true or not, just a wild guess.

"I cried today not because I miss you or even wanted you,
But because I realized I'm gonna be alright without you."
Ya, thats my feeling right now.
So stupid of me for being waiting miracles to happen.
It would not happen anymore, finally I had move on to a new chapter in life.

"Why is it that everytime I convince myself I don't need you. You do some thing totally adorable & sweet that makes me fall for you?"
Sweet~

Mixed Up.

2010-07-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

When you're in love with someone, everything he did was a blast.
But, when you break up with that person,
everything he did was such a big disappointment.

Hows life? Normal. But, i just can't wait for the prom night!
Really really hope it would be a success.
Am feeling excited whenever we talked about this wonderful event. *lolx*

Well, won't be updating my blog that often anymore.
There's nothing for me to blog & i got no time to do so. =P

So, thats it. Just a random post~

Cheer up girl.
Guess we're going through the same thing.
Got hurt by the same person.

Wtf. This is such a materialistic world.
Gotta control my own temper.

My Saturday.

2010-07-11T15:19:00.008+08:00

Its been a long time that I didn't update blog. Being lazy! =P
Yesterday was quite a nice day.
Stay at home for the whole day. =] Trying to be obedient & save money.
Did some homework in the morning since there are tons of it.
I keep delaying all the homeworks but still I only manage to finish some of it.
I was attracted by entertainment[ tv & computer]. *teehee*

Later at night, mom brought me to Paparich@Egate for dinner.
Yup, only two of us. Dad & sister have their own program.

Paparich

When I got there, the place was packed with people.
And we can see how busy the kitchen was,
which reminds me of the drama "Pasta"! Aww, my favourite show for now.
It always make my heart melted to the ground. =P

My drink. Soya Bean+Coffee jelly.
Love the jelly. Nicee~
Mom & I share the food. Kinda yummy~

And thats all for yesterday. Had a great time with my mummy. *hugss*

I want my camera so badly!
Praying. Hope I will get it.

Will it Last?

2010-07-11T15:00:00.000+08:00

Went out with my girls on the last Wednesday.
Went to Azuma for lunch.
Super bad service. We sat there for almost 20min & still no one give us the menu.
So, three of us just keep taking pictures.

Group picture.

Finally serve us when Mic & Hui scolded them. =P

Our food. Hey Mic, thanks for the treat.

Then, we headed to Forever21 & Espirit.
I love Forever21 's singlets. Thinking of save some money to buy it. =]
Owh ya, ate our favourite ice-cream again~ SoyaBeans' ice-cream.

Last thing we did was went up to the top floor for some photoshoot.
That was the fun part of the day. Lots of laughter.
Thanks girls. Had a great time together. ♥

Nothing Last Forever.

2010-07-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

Love can sometimes be magic.
But, magic can sometimes just be an illusion.

Okay, am very desperate now.
Because of what? Money crisis!
First time in my life. I really had zero in my pocket.
And I still need to reload my phone & hang out on next Wednesday.
I don't want to get any extra money from parents because its the beginning of the month now.
They gotta pay up many fees, especially my tuition's fees.
Somemore tomorrow is my sister's birthday & i can't even afford to buy her a present.
Felt bad because she always bought lots of stuff & present for me.
And I can't even remember when was the last time I bought her stuff. *sigh*
I really don't know where did I spend all my money.
Seriously have to change this bad behavior.
If not I'll be so dead when I grow up, not enough money for own expenses.
Well, am just writing out whats in my mind now.
Didn't really mean anything.
So, just read through & forget about it.

What Do You Want From Me?

2010-06-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

The following were songs that am real crazy about lately.

I don't know why this song so touched my heart.
Tears straight roll down my cheeks when i heard it.
Love the lyrics~

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

As everyone said, this song is kinda waste because mostly its full of rap.
A song that I fall in love with the 1st sight.

There are so many outing that we're planning but ~~exam~~ are coming closer now.
So, what should we really do?
Sigh much, I wish am still in Form4. Honeymoon year.
I keep forcing myself to switch on Study Mode,
but it's just hard to do so. I like to play! *lol*

Perhaps the Last & Only.

2010-06-27T17:52:00.033+08:00

Yesterday was our school's Canteen Day.
This year only have few stalls & the food were totally out of choice.
It's so funny when teacher came by our side & said:"Thats all they have?" *lol*

Take 1.
Take 2.
Finally! Aww~ Love SMH♥

Our food.

We just keep hanging around at the place below.
Had some nice chatting with STEP2.
Yesterday was 626, can't believe it's been a year!
Time flies so fast.
Then, have lots of fun with my girls.
We're so hyper in the end.

Straight went to Hui's house after school.
We joined Mars & his friends for some photo shooting.
1st stop was outside of QEII.

Nice place.

They snap their own things, we snap our own too.
Snap, snap, snap. Girls~ *shake head* =P

Love this picture the most.
I love you girl. You are always the important person to me.
Nothings gonna tear us apart.♥
Hey, don't think that we're lesbian! =P

2nd stop was some kind of tourist place.
I don't what its called.

Mars & "Dai Lou"
So pity that dog. He was stuck in the boat!

3rd stop was a temple.
4th stop was Snooker Center.
We just sat by the side & watch them play.

Mars's turn to play.

After that, he fetch us home & went to dinner with Hui's family.
Later at night, I really had a super great time with
Hui, Mars, Brian & his friend, Welson with his special friend.

Thanks everyone for everything. =]

Maybe it's a good thing for not meeting you.
Suddenly felt sad that this might be the last.

Impossible.

2010-06-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

You know what's really sad?
I'll spend the rest of my life trying to forget you.
And you'll spend the rest of yours, never, thinking about me.

Owh great, school reopens now. Am even more lazy than before.
Can't even stand a minute studying, it make me feel like close up my eyes & sleep.
I miss my holiday so badly! [hedonisme? *lol*]
I don't want to face the reality that we only left half year for the exam.
Am definitely not ready for it. Didn't hope to be disappointed. =[ *sigh*
Still, we can't run away from it. Lets stand up & fight!

I just can't control myself not to go out anymore.
My house are comfortable, but i just don't like to stay in it.
Especially its raining day! You can definitely straight kill me.
Some thoughts/memories will just keep repeating in my mind.
No matter how hard you wanna press the stop button, it doesn't work.
How long do I needed to erase it??? Hate the ~~heartache~~.

Well well, it's just a "nothing" post.
Shall end the post now~

I'm fighting myself to get you out of my head,
but I'm hanging off every word you said.

It's Just A Dream.

2010-06-20T16:09:00.012+08:00

I really wanted to watch Toy Story3 before school reopen.
So, i asked Ht out yesterday, went to Queens. =]
After we bought the movie ticket, we had lunch at McD,
Because i want the purple glass! =P real crazy about purple lately.

Whee~ Am lovin it! =D
Our "boring" lunch.
He was trying to mix the french fries
with pepper.
Like setting up a "char koay teow" stall. *lol*
Yum yum. xP
A deaf & dumb girl came near us & asked to buy this as a donation.
Ht bought one.

Then, we headed to Ht's favourite shop~Candy Shop.
Ya, he likes to eat all those sweets for FOC. =D
Next, we went to search for birthday present for someone.
Ended bought it at Jusco.

When the lady was wrapping the present.

I asked Ht : "Why her face so busuk?"
Then, both of us keep laughing like mad. *haha*
Ya, so stupid! =P

Have some dessert & gossiping.
I love the rounded jelly stuff.
So cute & nice. Teehee~
Never forget to took a picture together.

Next, movie! Toy Story 3.

Best movie ever. =]
The story is so touching & funny.
Andy became so handsome now. *lol*
Well, everyone should watch it.
Am crazy about Woody while Ht crazy about his Big Baby.

MY FM crew came to Queens too, and there were dancing competition.
Saw Jeff & Vincent viewing the competition.
Then, met up with Ht's family & they fetch me back. *thanks*

I just reach home & my family are getting ready to go out again.
We're pre-celebrating Father's Day with grandpa.
Dinner at Four Season.
When we reach there, something happen.
There were some customer still sitting at the table we've booked.
So, the boss asked them to leave since they already finished their dinner.
But that aunty still not willing to leave & sat there to see her bill.
The boss asked her lo leave again.
And suddenly she went crazy & bang the table.
Started to scold the boss for spoiling her Father's Day dinner.
Whats wrong with her? Doesn't she saw our family already arrive
& waiting her to leave so that we can have our dinner.
She damn mean & blame the restaurant for serving the food late cause they can't finish it.
Actually, its the aunty's fault because she book at 6pm but reach at 6.45pm.
The boss even pay back her money of the last dish. Omg, she's such a selfish bitch!!!
Neeway, thats their problem. We enjoyed our dinner. =]
Went to Grandpa's place after dinner.
Back home at 11+ and i staight find my bed because i was super tired.

Lastly, am going to wish all the fathers;

Blessed Father's Day!

Love you, daddy. *hugs*

Wish Right Now.

2010-06-18T23:11:00.006+08:00

Hell yeah, no outing for today.

Gotta take a rest after past few days which straight went out after woke up
and came home when everyone are asleep.
I just gotta say that I didn't saw my dad for 2days
because he went out when am sleeping & i went home after he slept.

So, what did i do today? On-line for the whole day. =]
Wanted to watch "New Moon" again while waiting for "Eclipse".
But, I just can't find it anywhere. Asked sister to download for me.
Guess it'll took her a long time. *tortoise*
End up watching "Alice In The Wonderland".
Yeah, I know the movie is quite long ago, but I just watch it in the afternoon. =P
I don't like it! It's so boring~

Next, chat with some friends on Facebook.
Visited people's blogs. Upload pictures & etc.
So lifeless. *lol* Then, i went to tuition with Hui.
So not used to study after having fun. [owh no, it's a bad news!]

Can't believe holiday are going to be ~~over~~ now.
Just left 2days. Omg, i gonna miss this holiday alot.
Gotta study hard after this. =[ SPM is coming!!!

erasing yourself from somebody's life
is not as simple as walking out the door.

it feels like this pain will last forever,
it feels like this hurt will never go away.

Holiday Plan.

2010-06-17T09:52:00.021+08:00

15 June 2010

The day of our Summer Party.
Went to the beach behind Flamingo around 9.30am.

Having our breakfast.

After eating, we started to play sea water.
Hmm, everyone look like a kid, keep fooling around. =P

Everyone are soaking wet.
A group picture with our flowery theme.

After that, the seven of them went to play banana boat.
Some of us didn't play because we surely don't want the boat to sink. *lol*
Then, we planned to play "Dare or not".
But, the sky starting to turn black which simply mean rain is coming.
So, we quickly packed up our things & waited at the bus stop.
Last minute decided to rent a room.
Rm150 for half day in Paradise Hotel.

Ate for the 2nd round, our lunch.

Everyone waited for their turn to bathe.
I was freaking tired & sleepy by that time.
After bathing, we played the "Limbo" game. =]
Checked out at 4.30pm & off to Gurney-Redbox.
I just enjoy singing alot. *lol*
Mars came to fetch us at 7.30pm.
He drop his friend at the college, then we headed to McD again.
We shared our problems & it's really hurt to think back those unhappy things.
But, I really feel better after letting it out.
And learn alot from his theory of life. *thanks*
Went home at 2am.

16 June2010
I finished my class at 8.45pm. And I receive a message from Hui.
She told me that they had bought a 9.30pm movie ticket.
Once again, rushed home to took a bath.
And Mars came to fetch me at 9.15pm.
Rush to Gurney in 15mins & in a speed of 100km/h. =P
Watched A-Team.

Nice movie! Love the way they plan everything.
Too bad we're sitting in the front row.
Our neck hurts!

After dropping his friend home, we went to Ali's Mamak Stall to join his gang of friends.
Next stop was Coffee Island.
Went home at 3am. This was the last day going out with him.
Lets see when we can hang out & have a long chat again. =]

17 June 2010
Family day in Butterworth.

On the way.

First stop was Seberang Perai City's Mall.

A very boring place.

*haha* Fooling around in a shop
called Mr.DIY

Had lunch in Lunas. A place where we always go when we're small.
But, its been years that we didn' went there.

Lunas's famous roast duck.
Omg, am feeling so hungry now. =P

Went around for awhile then went home around 5pm.
Me & my sister sleep throughout the journey.

Well, have a fun time with my family since it's been days that am not around in home.

Holidays are coming to an end now.
We really play hard for this holiday.
Love it so much♥~

FML.

2010-06-15T01:01:00.013+08:00

Fyi, today's post will be very boring since there are going to be full of words & few pictures.
As usual, full of plan for today.
Mom woke me up early in the morning just wanted me to accompany her out.
I was really bad mood since i only slept for 4hours.
Went to all those hyper market to buy some stuff, visited my cousin too.
Then, fetch Sister back from the airport.
Yeah, she's finally willing to come back now.
So happy that she bought Baileys. One of my favourite drink.
And thank to her for all those souvenirs.

Around 5pm, Mars came to fetch me & Hui, then off to Gurney.
Lunch/Tea time at Wong Kok.
Watched Karate Kid!

This movie is awesome! Kinda touching.
There are so many parts that made me cried.
I love Cheng the evil boy. He is so cool. =P

Next stop was having dinner at Ali's Mamak stall.
Ordered Nasi Lemak Goreng. *yummy*
Sit there for few hours & allow the mosquito to "kiss" us. *lol*
So, we changed to Greenlane McD.
Mars told us about his story for hours. Around 5hrs i think. *haha*
I just listen to it quitely since i've got nothing to say and it's interesting too.
Went home at 12.30am because no one feels like going home.
Anyway, thank to both of you. Really had a great time together. ♥
Well, gotta sleep early. Another party waiting for us in few hours time. =]

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I don't get it. Why do you need to blame everything on me?
Like, you're the one who bring me into this matter.
I don't deny that am wrong but it's also not totally my wrong, right?
That time you're given a 2nd chance, so why don't you appreciate it?
And when everything turns out wrong, you said it's all my fault?
Am also a human, I have feelings.
When things happen, it's not only you who got hurt, i felt pain too.
Being popular or having many friends to support
doesn't mean you can say anything you want
without caring about other's feelings.
That matter already passed for a long time.
So, why did you still need to keep remembering it?
Wont you get tired of everyday hating someone & talk bad things about that person?
I hate arguments so please stop bothering me.

Tears rolling down.

2010-06-14T02:20:00.007+08:00

As what I've mention in the previous post.
Half day tour to Gurun.
In fact, it should be called as a food tour since we ate from the start till the end.
SOL!!! I don't know whats my weight now. Would be increasing like mad.
Our 1st stop was at Butterworth for yam rice.
Personally not that like it, kinda salty. =P
Then, we continued our journey.
Stopped at Sungai Petani for a famous drink.
They ordered rojak & laksa too. Yummy~

The famous drink. Blended red bean with milo.
Even "Ho Chiak" also interview them.
I love it! it's definitely my kind of taste. *lol*

Stopped at one place which I forget about the name.

Next was Gurun. Hui's lovely hometown.
Reach there in the afternoon, so it's the weather was burning hot.
After resting for awhile, Hui bring me visit her village by bike.
And had lunch too. Something special that you can't find it in Penang.

They called it "yin".
To me, its alike with mee jawa.

Met up with Mars [Hui's so called ah gong].
Followed him back to Sungai Petani.

In Mars's car. On the way to Sp.

Headed to Sp's center. Its actually a mall.
A place where Hui used to hang out.
Did nothing much there. Just walked around & had tea time.
Then, went back to Gurun.
Follow Hui to "ronda" again to find her friends.
Around 7+pm only went back to Penang.

When we reach Penang, we rush to Lawrence's party.
It's obviously late when we reach there. Didn't get to met up with Michelle.*sorry*
Well, we was just chatting at the road side.
Fun? Erm, no comment. =P
Okay, that's all for today. Thanks to Hui's family for all those treats!
Time to sleep now since it's almost 3am now.

No matter how many times
I tell myself I need to get over you.
I know I just can't make it.